Friday, September 11, 2009

What happened to the clouds?!






Monday, September 7, 2009

I love him

I put Ben to bed after nursing him about an hour ago, burped him in the dark, and laid him down. I stood under the plastic glowing stars on the ceiling and among the vinyl monkeys on the wall and just stared at him. His limp sleeping body lightly raising up and down and the little buzz of his breath made my heart ache. I love him. I love him despite the fact that he pooped today making the bumbo turn into a grotesque soup bow. I love him despite the fact that he cried for an hour while I was trying to make dinner and burned most of it. I love him because he reminds me of Claire and Travis. I love him because he loves Claire. I love him because when I was changing him before bed he couldn't stop laughing when all I was doing was looking at him. I loved him before he was born and I will love him all of my days.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Catching up on life





Since Ben was born things have picked up and calmed down a bit. Ben is doing very well, not that we thought he wouldn't, but he is a BIG boy. He had a 4 month check up last Monday and we found out that he is 18 lbs 7oz and 27 1/2” long. His doctor said that he is doing great and continuing to thrive and stay on the same growth arc. She also mentioned that he is the size of an average 7 ½ month old! That blew my mind a bit. He is mastering a new skill it seems every day. He is rolling over on both sides, talking up a storm, laughing at every opportunity, enjoying his feet, Grabbing anything within reach to chew, eating rice cereal, and trying to crawl. The last few nights have been tough for Travis, Ben, and I since Ben has decided that he no longer wants to sleep more than 2 hours at a time. I'm confident that we will all figure this “Stage” out soon and we will all be back to wonderful sleep.

Claire on the other hand has discovered her sassy side and is embracing it at every opportunity weather we like it or not. She has been choosing the most inopportune times to bring this demon out and sharing it with others while I turn red and try to handle the situation in a diplomatic manner. Her new trick she has learned is singing and making up her own songs while playing a cardboard tube, her guitar. We have been really listening to the lyrics and they are just hilarious. The songs always start out with the same 2 lyrics, Bobo (my mom) and Grandma (Travis's mom) and are then followed either by every other name in her rĂ©pertoire, the events of the day, or about all the things she is not allowed to do or say. “I hit mommy I hit daddy BAD BAD, GO AWAY pinch Moes (the cat) BAD” and it continues all in a sing song voice. As long as she is not doing or saying those things to others we are OK with the songs and at least she has a constructive outlet. Oh how we love her.